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I tried to wriggle out of all my pains my soul rendered an abode of storm all the joyful sensual pleasures pressed and bruised under its pernicious weight should I be a spectator and watch the intermittent game with the theatrical fondness of a frivolous lover or Uproot all of it with the ferocity and deliberateness of an unfed lioness ... I tried them all _I tried them all until my heart closed all its four chambers with the obduracy of a chain smoker!