Ishani Routh

I?

Often I wonder
Who am I?
What am I?
Why am I?
Am I the one that trod with squeaky innocent steps
Analyzing the world in a fresh lens and interest
Or am I the one that rolled on the dust 
Playing the heart out, unbothered yet happy soul,
Or the one that grew up stifling the lamb inside
Deep inside...deep enough to carve the Tyger up
Regurgitating the earthly muses
Devouring the mechanical existence
Learning by hard the principles of the new-born century
Fueling the soul by the digits of the digital
Mediating the self by medias’ mendacity
Catatonic relations and dysfunctional selves.....
Counting the bundles on the 31st or 30th
Sponging in the poison to cure the poisons
Framing in rules stiff like a doll
Lives are like the houses of doll
Holding which the things fall apart
Gyring revelations and procrastinations 
But the I slouches towards the I’s path

Ishani Routh

Ishani Routh is a student of literature currently pursuing Masters’ in English Literature at St. Xavier’s College ( Autonomous), Kolkata. Since a very tender age she has been passionate about penning down her emotions in forms of poetries. Some of her works are published by publication houses like The Write Order and Truedreamster and she has also performed at open mics organized by various organizations like Red FM, United We Fight and many more.